it's predicted as a girl

we visited the doctor last friday (1st oct 2010). and from the USG, he predicted the baby will be a girl (it's a big grin on me.. :D)

let's rock the world with mommy baby girl.
my pregnancy is entering about the 21st weeks and the baby weights about 373 gram

Me n My Second Pregnancy

My Pregnancy is entering the 8th week. so far, it's kinda a little 'rewel'.

It's two lines

i did a test pack for pregnancy this morning and it resulted with two lines (positive).but hubby told to go to the doctor next week.well, i actually felt the sign of this pregnancy.i never had this kind of round stomach since my first pregnancy.my period is late 5 days behind which is it's usually on time.my boops get hardener.i looked more 'montok' and my skin feels softener.

yaa.. i think i am pregnat.well it's the best gift on my birthday today..but still is we're waiting for doctor's opinion

IUD

Me and my husband are planning to have another one child, today we are going to meet the doctor to take off my IUD. yes.we agreed to use IUD (intrauterine device) with a spiral shape.it has been 'inside' me for about 4,5 years.kinda a bit nervous.my husband's uncle is an obsgyn specialist, and he said that the best time to take it off is when i'm having my period.and i'm.it passed the 'flood' time.but still a bit odd to let someone else to look it.

wish me luck

Note : well, it's not as scary as i thought.just took a minute for the doctor to take it off and caused a litle bit an odd feeling,hot hurt at all.and the doctor also gave us some tips of how to 'make' a baby girl.yes.i want it to be a baby girl (jika Allah berkehendak tentunya).he suggested to wash my V with some like vinegar liquid.just wondering how would it smell.:D.i'm going to try it of course.

Me n Music

I fell in love with music since i was in elementary school. at that time i didnt have my own cassettes but i intensively listen -- accidentally of course-- some of my father's favourites. name it as Rhoma Irama, Ebiet G. Ade, Nasida Ria, and some dangdut else. they're all quite good music actually.the arrangements, the lyrics, the harmonizations. and untill now i still enjoying some of Rhoma Irama or Ebiet G. Ade or those classic dangduts :D...

for me, music itself is a media to express almost of my feeling, it is a mood builder, it is a friend when i'm in mood or not.not just listen of some music, i also interest to learn some musical instruments and i fell for guitar.a reasonable instrument to learn at that time and of course i depended on some of my friends to teach me.it's a hard thing to learn guitar and required a lot efforts not to mention that i didnt have any guitar yet.it was on my high school and then some of my best friends 'patungan' to buy a guitar as a gift on my 17th birthday. my first guitar!!!.thanks guys!!.it's not an expensive one but i love it.it accompanied me while i was having a hard time or a good time in bogor during my college.until it broken and didnt sound perfectly any longer.and then i bought my second guitar with my own money in 2004.still not an expensive but i like it.

and it was during my college, when i found that harmonica is unique. i dont know how, but some of my friends found out that i was crazy about harmonica and they bought me one as a gift on my birthday.why is it harmonica?i dont know.it produces a magic sound.it blow my mind away to a happiness and a free feeling.

I actually love piano. but my fingers cant stand to learn it :D.nowadays, i've no longer have enough time to play those instruments.beside, my mom always said like this :"dont you think it's better to read Quran rather than play a guitar??" he he he.... and here i am.. just listening to music that i like, that brought me to a happiness and a free feeling....

Homework

Since last January, almost everyday Raka went home with a homework from his school.i remember his first homework, draw a short-straight-line with 5x5 matriks (5 columns and 5 rows).and he showed me his already-done homework and said :

R : Ma, PR nya udah aku kerjain, kata ibu guru harus ditanda tangan
Q : o ya? mana? (i put my signature on the homework page)
R : ya mama.... kok di coret coret (a bit angry face) kan ditanda tangan ma
Q : lho ya itu tanda tangan mama...
R : tanda tangan ma, bukan ini

then it took me about almost 10 minutes to explain that it is what we called signature, and he stopped 'ngeyel' after our maid verified that it is my sign (tragic..)
maybe, he described tanda tangan as a hand mark :D

o ya, about the homework, raka did his homework by himself everyday and i (or my husband) just need to put a sign there when we got home from work.and the day after tomorrow, the teacher will mark the homework with star signs.the more the star means the highest 'pontenan'.at average Raka have two stars for his homework.

i once asked him how many stars that his friends usually get for their homework. and he explained it range between 1-4 stars, but there are some student who get a-bold-head (they didnt finished the homework).
according to my chitchat with 'ibu2 TK' especially the one who get 4 stars for almost of his homework, his mother assisted him in doing the homework 'supaya rapih', she said. she usually erased and pointed where to draw the shape. "klo ga gitu ga bisa dapet bintang 4"

one or two star doesnt matter for me.it's about an appreciation for raka for his initiative finished his homework without being told.sebenernya pr nya sudah dikerjakan dengan benar, cuma saja kurang rapih dan line-up nya berantakan.terus??? kenapa mesti mendikte sesuatu yg sudah dikerjakan dengan benar?

Love is Hard

i have one activity which i called my own time that i've been doing for last couple of months . it's a time when i choose to take a walk on my way home instead of jump up into angkot. and just realized yesterday how much i love it. it's about 10 minutes walk from St. tebet to home with my earphones on that playing 'my tunes'. it might the only time when i get a chance to drown into those tunes i love and let my mind flies to anywhere it wants at the same time. sometimes i really get drown into the tunes that's playing (and put me to an-almost-hit by-car sometimes :p). i should tell you i really really enjoy that moment...

and yesterday i drown into this tunes

Love is Hard (James Morrison)

I see lovers in the streets walking
without a care
they wear it out loud
like there's something in the air
well i don't care

They're treading lightly
Nothey, don't sink in
There's no tracks to follow
they don't care where they going

and if they're lucky
they'll get to see
and if they're really really lucky
they'll get to feel

and it kicks so hard
it breaks your bones
Cuts so deep
It hits your soul
Tears your skin and
Makes your blood flow
it's better that you know
That Love is Hard

Love takes hostages
give them pain
and the power to hurt you
again and again
but they dont care

I Was There But I'm Not

Have you been in that kind of situation??
I did.. couple of times...

I was there, I saw them.. but i just didnt get into them
why??

i should ask my self first, and i did, i think i know the answer

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