Thursday, January 29, 2009

Hurted

it's been a long long time ago since the last time i got this hard hit. well then unfortunately, i cant still as though as i thought i would be. the tears still roll down in anytime and anywhere they want to.i felt reluctant to gohome yesterday, but i remembered what my mom said about not to leave home in any worst condition of your marriage.i went home, finally, after spent about 40 minutes at the bus shelter of cawang, shedded my tears, thinking and try to clear my head.but i picked up raka first and at home in almost 9.

he was sleeping........
until the morning came..........

he always does that..............

better be sleeping rather than trying to make up with things..........
or with me...........

so, how long will you be sleeping hubby?
how long?

how long will you try to have me back?
to win my heart back...?
cause u got a lot of chances....
when the words of 'maaf' seems not enough, sometimes it's only need to be complited with your act with some of another words...

that's that baby...
i dont know what was i thinking when i finally decide to send you the sms-es

i still couldn't think....

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